I haven't posted anything in a long, long while and a lot has been going on. There are going to be some things that require subsequent postings but are necessary to getting this off my chest. But what I am about to write here started back before the internet was even popular. So with that being said, here comes the bullshit.
When I was younger, like back in high school, I think I used to hate my mother. I say that because she would do the dumbest, rudest, most ridiculous things that I have ever heard of. Let's say I was "told" to do something and I didn't get it done or all the way done. This bitch would get up super extra early, literally 3-4 hours before I was supposed to get up talking about, get up do this, get up do that. I would be like what the fuck? However, being a minor, I had no choice but to get up and do the shit.
Fast forward to 2007: I was going to school all last year and was living with my sister until her ass pulled a bitch move and I had to move back to this muthafuckin' hell hole. That's where the bullshit starts back up. I guess my parents fail to realize that I am not a child. I am well past that stage. Now there are children living here-not my own, course. These kids don't do shit! Well, at least by my standards. They are 7 and 10 and could be doing a hell of a lot more than they do. Basically, I guess these parents have a hard time differentiating between a person who is just now in the double digit ages and a person who has been there for damn near a century!! So each and every morning she comes in here to get whatever the hell she needs, which I don't understand since when I am trying to be alone in the evening she is in here once again being rude and just busting in talking to me while I am on the phone, rifling through the drawers. She comes in flipping the light on talking in a NORMAL or LOUDER THAN NORMAL voice level just like there is no one in here asleep. I am used to that, I have come to grips with the fact that this is just how she is and there is no changing the fact that she is just a rude ass bitch.
This morning takes the cake though. I am asleep, sleeping good too. Her ass busts in here talking some bullshit about wanting me to come sweep----? Sweep? It's like 5 am and you are up on some fucking bull shit about a damn floor in a fucking bathroom that I don't even use and you expect me not to be mad or have an attitude? Tsk-PUHLEEZE! I'm telling you all the shit from when I was younger came back in one big fucking tidal wave rush. I had to actually sit down and calm down for about a good 15 before I could even begin to calm down. If I had somewhere- no, if my car was in working order, I would be so gone. I would just up and leave and go and start my life over somewhere else where people fucking respected me as an adult and not treated like a fucking child.
I know this post seems random as all hell, and it probably is, I just had to get this off my chest.
